I LOVE U MUM

TO BELOVED MUM : MADAM REBECCA JEFFRY

U ARE THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD FOR ME..

THERE ARE NOBODY CAN REPLACE UR LOVE...

TQ FOR ALL U DID FOR ME FROM I WAS BORN UNTIL NOW

LOTS OF LOVE

MMMMMUAAHHHHH!!!

END OF SEMESTER 4!

ooooo yeah !! finally it's ended baby.. semester 4! it's such a relieve for me and of course to all my coursemate too.. i cant denied it that semester 4 is really tough to me!! a lot of conflict,stresses,n war happened! omg, this is just the beggining. and i cant bear it?! what about next2 semester..degree??? guarantee more hard than this right. ok let me flashback what task are given by lecturer that make this sem really tough.. 

FIRST: ACADEMIC VISITS

if i am not mistaken..more than 5 places or agencies that we visited to: archive,museums,school library,academic library,record office..we make appointment and find the transport on our own effort and beside need to present it in front audiences and freaking lecturers we must do our report also.each one of that visit! .and time given is not more than 2 week..we failed to manage the time with good! dissapointed much! but we did tried our best2..and hope result is fine..everything is fine..amen... 

SECOND: COMPUTER & SYSTEM UNIT

no no no! not easy at all ! when we talk about computerized or what ever this complicated technologies2. it is kinda killer subject! especially for girls like us.. there is one man in our group but hopeless. also blind IT! sorry to said that but it is truth dude. i always got C in that subject. hu hu. only past. and i pray this sem i past in it. i don't want to repeat !! help me lecturer :( tq.

okay,that are the two major reason why i said semester 4 is really tough for me..... can u feel it??? 

HERE SOME PICTURES TAKEN FOR MEMORY...

looking forward for semester 5 n 6!! then i can graduate for my diploma!! OMG.. 

everything happen worth it..

and my age..year by year..up n up...

matured enough?? still grown up....

SMILE :)

eat love pray :)

i am afraid to gain weight..but i am also afraid if i am starving.. i do love to eat..but i hate it when my shape and especially my tummy have layer :( . why before this, a year ago my shape is so perfect but now to get it back is kinda hard to do..huhu. waaa it is small matter..think positive..hey, like i am dying tomorrow..the road of life is still far okay.. if not today..maybe the next next day..i will be patience to achieve that goal :)

p/s: got many story to share next time in the next post..until then..see yaaa!! 

A Song For U

easy comes easy  go..

that's how u treat me.say(3x) it all but never did..

wait wait have to wait..

from the A until the Z..can u feel that??

u'r the heart breaker ..oh yes u are...


i pretend to be cool for u..


i have to be patience for u..


i will do anything for u..


n darling i will sacrifice for u..


oh i will go through all this pain..


yes i will die for u baby..


but would u do the same ??


i hope u can...

The reason why I don't contact you anymore is because I keep telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

sebana aku

hai bala kaban..ngelak ka ku bejaku ngena bahasa kitai meh kali tok auk..lelak gak untak maca enti nyo bahasa ohang putih belama dikena. enti ukai kitai sapa gik patut ngemaju ke bahasa iban?? betul enda? nya..amat ko cicak..ha ha. 

nyadi aku bc cerita ka dkongsi agai kitak..sapa ka maca.maca meh..ya ke ngai nyak..main jauh2 auk..bakatok cerita yaaa...

aku bekaban ngau sanu tok udah lama. nadai kala belayak or besangkal ke pangan diri tua sanu tok..tak manah aja jalai cerita..ukai baka crita hindustan ya..bc nyabak bc apa..ha ha. 

tang nya meh..penguji cgek udu ngabas dlm pengidup kitai. kenyau ke 2 3 ari tok..bc bsangkal mimit aku ngau sanu. nama kebuah?? gara2 pasal ke ka bepilih ti udah lalu nya!! btali paun meh tua ya baka slalu..alu brandau ke topik nya. nyadi ya tok td nyukung bala pmbakang.aku biasala.cgek setia ngau perintah.keturunan kami cgek nyukung nya deh..nadai nya salah kan? nama nyadi udahnya? pei nemu2 meh kitak enti siku udah kulu siku kili..nyo lain tai nyadi.. sampai diatok aku ngau sanu nda bermesej nda bkuntik(bcontact). akai pahai kitai..ka mujuk takut ya nda ngelayan gak legik.ya nadai gak ngigak aku. lelengau aku ngau sanu =(. huhu. apa2 pun ya tetap kaban aku bakih aku..paloi amat blayak gara2 kes bpilih nyak. nadai guna2. nyesal nadai guna..tai udah nyadi...

 

ambissss.....

enti bc ohang sudi maca cerita aku tok..bc mansa..aku ka nanya pendapat kitak meh..

nama patut gagak aku kena nyiru ke ai ti udah keruh tok?? keni ku ka mujuk sanu tanpa medih ke ati ya?? ngai aku lama2 bakatok..minta tulung auk...

ok..nya meh cerita sinu aku..baru ya ngena iban nulis blog. ha ha. anang ketawa kitak maca tai tulis aku. at lis aku try kan..best gak..cuma enda entu nemu ngena jaku sempama baka bakih aku step..nya baru nemu ngena iban dalam..hehe. nya aja meh..

MUPUK DULU AKU WAI

That's what i really want

Waiting for dream comes true...

hair hair hair 

~ Gossip girl here ..gorgeous wavy....like ! ~

 smooth, silky and straight ...love it...

       LADIES, PLEASE DO TAKE CARE OF UR HAIR 

FINAL EXAM COMING

HEY WHAT UP ?? HE HE . before final exam begin..let me post short note about it first..yes ! we UITM students will fight for our paper started next week..so ready or not, kita bolos saja exam itu.. ha ha. ok2 .. serious now..    i have 4 paper waiting for me. quite challenges o but of course i want to get flying colours..!! good luck to myself and also to u all...

STUDY SMART & DON'T FORGET TO SLEEP!

BE BLESSED EVERYONE..

Fact about me

things that annoyed me;

when i know the truth and u still don't want to tell it to me.

people that walking very slow in front of me.

people that booking the bathroom but not in there.

when other ladies staring at me..what do u want??!

when i was online and people want to borrow my laptop.

sound barrier when i want to study and sleep.

u ate my favourite food but didn't invite me.

went to shopping mall but doesn't buy anything! 

bad Internet connection.

i message u but u didn't reply.

lack of money.

looking at other couples and started missing my love.

when i have no idea to post about! 

ha ha

broken heart quotes

There's no such thing as a no good woman. Every no good woman was made no good by a no good man.

APA TERJADI??

 LEARNING FROM MISTAKE..MISTAKE MAKE PERFECT...

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT??

really fall in love with that handbag..

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?? 

girl issue

my aim to be fit like these :

like demi lovato shape

or maybe sexy body like katty perry. OMG

i know every girls outside there also have their body issue.99% want to be slim and gorgeous. right??

if i am wrong..that's must be a big problem then! 

TARGET : lose some weight

THREAT: maggi mee, rice, carbonate drink !!

I HATE U

my heart beat faster!

toilet kinda calling for me!

my entire body felt cold!

the spinal cord looked pale and turn blue like dead body!

from talk active turn to silent!

yes, everything goes bad!

so what actually happen to me??

fall in love? nope..

heart attack?? of course not!

well, the answer is.....PRESENTATION!

when i stand in front of peoples,even they are my classmates and lecturers

even have been present many times before this

this NERVOUSNESS always be a good friend!
comes automatically

never leave me alone.

what should i do la??
how to control my nervous?

yes..overcome this problem seriously.

practice and practice a lot!

so one day i can perform better..with convince way..
it is not easy but at least i try ma...agree? 

and for u dear, please go away nervousness...

I HATE U

Critically addicted to Camera!!

WE ARE BORN TO THIS

Dear God..

i am sorry because a long time didn't go to your church and pray..

i am sorry if i spoke negatively about others people

i am sorry if i am too lazy in my studied

i am sorry if i make my family to trouble because of me

i am sorry if i broke anybody heart

and i am sorry God if i am not thankful enough with all your gave..

forgive me for all my sin ..

help me find my way....

please always be in my heart and guide me every time 

because you are the Lord...

Confusion !

FASHION? how u define it ? well everybody have their own opinion about what fashion is..but better we ask goggle for more understanding right.. according to goggle,"Fashion, a general term for a currently popular style or practice, especially in clothing, foot wear or accessories. Fashion references to anything that is the current trend in look and dress up of a person".

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and for me..hurm..i am not really into it. oh gosh, don't mind it if u see bad styles on me. actually i am not fashionista person..yes i admit i still confuse about fashion world! but just try to not see it as a big problem. so just wear anything that i felt comfortable..easy,simple,reduce cost! ha ha ...truly, of course i want to be trendy and be very pretty like others girls! transform slowly....and slowly....=)

what about u guys??

what a day !

today, 8/3/2011.. our batch went to museum Sarawak for academic visit. not forget, our lecturers be with us too. very enjoyable ! as usual, because of these IM students very hyperactive when it's come to visiting. ha ha. a lot of photography (MUST). filled with jokes and laughter..so any tiring mood we can covered. actually this is not the first time i went there and i think others too except non sarawakian la, even though majority have been there, this time it's different..why?? because we are in one group.together together.  more merrier ! i will not forgot our trip my friends =). 

so that mean..what now? yes! assignment everybody ! have to do a lot of work now...sabo je la !

ok that's all..GOOD LUCK EVERYONE !

SEJARAH HP ku

ini adalah salah 1 tabiatku .tabiat buruk @ tak..herm lu fikirla sendiri..

ya. tukar hp dalam banyak kali..BUKAN SENGAJA ! ha ha

tak kan la hp masih elok mahu ditukar..apabila hp bertukar..mesti ada masalah la tu..

whatever it is i still remember my ex's ( my phone )

so today let me flashback and mention about my past collection....
jeng3....

first love..nokia 5200 ( present from my mum )

next..sony w910i ( bought it with my first PTPTN )

then...sony G900 (the most expensive) 

 Sony C510 (still have it but need to repair)

and here the last and current 1 ( my love bought it for me)

Sony w20i

that's my ex's...kasihan mereka..tak pernah tahan lama with me..what to do?? =(

i'm a phone lover =)

i hope my pink zylo can stand longer than others..i try take care of it ok!

p/s don't blame me about this...

TQ and the end

just stay

guys, u all maybe have a great weekend right? lucky u. while my cousin sheila and i just stay at hostel only..doing the same thing everyday..mostly makan tido . like pig. ha ha. oh it's ok. like my mum say, it's better to not going to anywhere so i can save my money. yes that's true mum specially for shopaholic like me. btw, if not shopping i'm feel like dying, OMG can't help with that!

i'm ok. i prefer to be a good girl..( i think ). at lease i'm not socialize outside there..thanks God !

i can rest i can sleep i can eat i can watch movie i can play game..also can do my revision .ok la tu..

oh ya, today sheila and i went to "kempen derma darah"..but we are not donate our blood. still scare !!

so we just listen to ceramah about organ donation (kononnya)..it's only take a few minutes. and yes we got cop uni ! easy right..while others people has to sacrifice their blood just to get the same cop !   

well that's what happen today..=)

p/s: i miss my love so damnly..i hope he felt the same too..